I don't know what is wrong with me...

I have been having issues.

I know we all have issues. I can hear you thinking this exact thought. Everyone has them. Everyone always will. The past week I just haven't been able to deal with mine.

I have been sick.

I have been tired.

The worst is that I am depressed.

/sigh.

I go through spurts of depression. For a time I can honestly deal with it and it goes away. I never had it growing up, although I believe it runs in my family. The first time it hit was when I had my son. Postpartum depression sucks btw. Thanks for asking.

I have yet to take medication for it, but I will if I have to. I have nothing against medication. I just like to try and work things out without first.

Helps that I have great friends. Really great friends. My poor friends have to listen to me sob away.

This time seem different though. I usually get all weepy, but I honestly have no emotion. I saw a movie that would usually make me just sob, and I barely had a tear. I am tired all the time, but that could be from my allergies. Hmmmm. Doesn't help that we had a few great weeks of warm weather and now it is frigid again. I am really ready for summer. Have I mentioned I hate living in Utah? Maybe I just need a warm vacation. Wendover wasn't warm enough.

I am exercising.
I am not consuming alcohol for a bit.
I am getting sleep.
I am trying to do stuff.

Any other suggestions I can try? I really want to try for a few weeks on my own. Anyways, sorry I got so personal. I just needed to get this out so I can step forward.